February 2011
80 posts
love has no price. we all know that. Love has no...
wow (my greatest strength)
Wow is the only word
the only word i can say
about my greatest strength
and its not even a part of me
my greatest strenghth
it has a name
it has red hair and contacts
and it is strong enough to hold
me up and keep me going
from day to fucking day
my greatest strength has another form
it plays in the orchestra
it walks down the hall with me
after school arm in arm
it doesnt mind that...
MUSIC!!
ludo, MGMT, Good charlotte, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Suicide Silence, Job for a Cowboy, A day to Remember, Blood on the dance floor, ICP, Greenday, The Secret Handshake, Chiodos, The click five, The Bravery, I Fight Dragons, The motion city soundtrack, The bravery, Dinosaur jr, Owl City, Boxcar Racer, Rage against the machine, Pennywise, MxPx, NOFX, Single File Cartel,A rocket to the...
January 2011
31 posts
soo
I have a question. am i asking too much for a good close relationship? i mean really. im not even slightly shallow
Oh baby
imma call you crack cocain. I hit it once and now im hooked :p
Have you ever wanted to yell so badly that you...
Goddamnit
why does everything have to be so damn complicated
I am
I am angry
I am confused
I love
I am in love
I am depressed
I am unattractive
I am unsatisfied
I am trying my hardest
But the only thing i will always be is me
Yay. Somethin made me smile.
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
Of course ill say im fine. Its what they like to...
I love you. I want you. But i cant be with you....
If only you were closer... I have no doubt that...
i dont think you understand. I hate hurting you. i...
ugh
Hoping i can one day find something real. i already feel like the only guy on the planet who doesnt think sex is the most important thing ever on top of that i feel like im the only person left not shallow. i mean i dnt give half a fuck about luks just want sum1 i can connect with. talk to. someone who i can truly be close 2 and feel like i can have a happy relationship with. but wen i find it its...
Gone
i had so much to tell you
i never had enough time
you’ll never know you were my life
you will be until i die
I know you want me to move on
to smile without you around
but the truth of the matter is
without you all ive found
out how to be is lonely
ive found a broken heart
but i swear ill never tell you
how your absence tears me apart
forget elaborate rhyme schemes now
i cant do...
so... im open to any intelectual conversation
Any good ideas?
frustrated
I know ill never give up trying. and i believe nearly every word she says. but sometimes i wonder if she will ever be mine. Because even if she doesnt im unfortunately always hers
The Utopian Asylum →
“I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still...”
– Blink 182: adams song
“Love me cancerously, like a salt-sore soaked in the sea.
“High...”
– Ludo: Love me dead
Too far grown
18 18!
you were never what i wanted.
A painful age and
you will always leave me haunted.
With all the ghosts of teenage years
I wasted never living
a shadow in the back of classes
just half of me existing
In the domain we all call highschool
ive always felt its more a hell
and my most vibrant smiling years
have seemed dull as dull dark pastels
Ive already suffered my death
and hated...
Razor Blades
The nights shine through
With screams of tortured endless pain
The embace of several razors
Show in lines what keeps me sane
I watch my world begin to slip
Away and burn to black
And show the darkened ashes
Of the life i once had in tact
They will all pretend to care
And ill feign belief in them in turn
And ill smile at them and swear im fine
then to the bleeding ill return
My life
Okay so im 18 and a fat kid. I like to rock out hard and jammin with my band and dancing to music by myself. sounds good? not so much. my lifes a shit hole. Depression, anxiety, and a crappy love life. I mean am i the only guy left alive who wants more than sex from a relationship. I mean i just want a girl who i feel comfortable around that i can rock with. Just someone to fall in love with. I...
